Someday I'll read this blog again and wonder why I had such senseless thoughts. There must be a reason why the whole world thinks its good to be optimistic and how one should remain strong even when he or she is experiencing the worst kind of pain ever.

I said someday for a reason. Right now, its impossible for me to shake off all the pessimistic thoughts and everything else. My brother says its a phase we all go through, I guess its true.

Its still quite unbelievable that I used to think about all the same stuff as a secondary 4 kid. I read the undelivered letter on the cab to school again this morning and made me realize how all these questions, even after 2 years, are still left unanswered.


My head hurts too much to think. Bloody hurts.